i need to vent

ok so im really REALLY over my family right now. like im so done with them not approving anything i do.

first off, my tattoos. i HONESTLY do NOT understand why people have to get so worked up about them. it's MYYYYYYYYYYYY body. if i wanna "fuck it up" then ima fuck it the hell up. leave me the hell alone. you're not the one getting and living with them so let it go. im not a child. i can make decisions on my own. im not stupid. i know that they are permanent and are never going to come off. im not going someone's name tattooed on my or something stupid like that, im getting stuff that means something to me. and stuff that's going to be a constant day to day reminder of how to life and get through every day.

secondly, piercing.... like i said before, it's MY body. i just cannot express just how much i don't understand why people try and tell people that they shouldn't do something to their body just because they don't like it. everyone is different and everyone has their own opinion on things. i personally CANNOT stand those croc shoes but im not gonna go around yelling at everyone that's wearing them and telling them that they shouldn't wear them. oh and plus piercings aren't permanent. if i end up not liking it i'll take it out. LAKJSFOJIEJAFSL ahhhhh!! i just wanna scream.

another thing that's REALLYYYYYY bothering me is my like whole family smokes and they all smoke around me. it's bad enough that they're ruining their health but they don't gotta ruin mine too! when i was younger my sister and i made up a rule for my mom that she wasn't allowed to smoke inside the house or while we were in the car and it's been like that for such a long time. then all of a sudden when my sister started smoking the rules just disappeared o.O soooooo my health means nothing? because you're ruining your health you have to ruin mine too? i just don't get it. like my mom and sister will smoke inside the house with the windows shut and shit. even if im in my room with the door closed i still can smell it. today i felt like my head was in such a fog cause of all the smoke. it was horrible >_<

omg im so tired. i'll continue this tomorrow.